was it even love

was it even love

your memory doesnt haunt me

i dont wonder where you could be

i dont cry for you at night

when i hear your name its no reason to fight

when i see pictures of you my heart doesnt ache

sometimes i think you werent the only thing that was a fake

you fooled me and led me to believe you cared

but to chase after you i never dared

to think of you as my dad

only makes me mad.