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Miscarrige

Views (139) Pain Created on 5-1-08 Flag

i cant tell if its good or bad

i cant tell if im happy or sad

loosing a child 

makes ur mind go wild

 i know i was too young too have one

and taking care of it wouldn't have been fun

but it was still apart of me

and i wish people would see

how much i hurt in and out side

cutting is my way too hide

i know its too late

to take away my mistakes

i would've tried

if the baby hadn't of died

 i think im allergic to the fire

i need to stop walking on thin wire

i started smoking really bad

all this shit has made me mad

loosing a child is no fun

but at least i still have my special some one

he makes sure im never down

and when skys are cloudy he brings the sun around 

 

 

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On August 18th 2008 mcihellejane Said :
mcihellejane I was just looking to see if you wrote of your miscarriage as well. Indeed you did. It's been over two years since I lost my baby and things have changed significantly in my life since then. (this may get kinda long-sorry in advance!) Your words at the beginning of this poem really grabbed my attention- "I can't tell if it's good or bad" I truly believe that everything happens for a reason. And though I was crushed when I lost my baby(and still it hurts) I look back now and can understand. The man I was w/ was starting to get abusive and we had broken up before I got pregnant. We were just starting to work things out again (against my better judgement even then) when we found out. I was so excited about being pregnant. But I would have been foolish to think that the child would be born into a stable family. The doctors actually weren't sure if I had miscarried or if it was a tubal pregnancy-they just knew that something wasn't right. It was almost two weeks after the initial miscarriage that we knew for sure. It was a day or two after the final answer and my boyfriend got drunk and came to my work and started a fight. I was already a mess and on top of that, I had him screaming and yelling and calling me names. That is actually when and why I left him for good. Okay- my point..That God knew what He was doing. I hold on dearly to that and it helps me to get through each day! I pray that my husband (whom I love dearly and would never lay a finger on me) and I will be able to get pregnant soon.
On May 15th 2008 AudreyJones55 Said :
my picture
i love this one. is it true for you or someone else :[
On May 1st 2008 liz720614 Said :
liz720614 i love it. amazing. :] and im sorry:[
On May 1st 2008 raywiley69 Said :
raywiley69 wow..=(...i love it