i am 19 yet i feel younger

i am 19

yet i feel as though i am younger

i feel as though i am not ready to be 19

and learning and expernceing stuff

i should have learned at the age of 15

i am only now starting to get per perarused

and actully giving into it

i now feel like i can finaly start to live my life

i now am starting to turely see the world for what is

i am now discovering who i truely am

most of this stuff and more should have been done at 15

but its being done at 19