Another Riddle Without A Solution

I must love affliction,

New meds, new addiction.

Don't know if I'm right or wrong.

Someone tell me where I belong.

From self-confidence to self-doubt,

No help for when I'm down and out.

You say you need me then you cut me down.

I'm looking up from the ground, you're circling round.

Don't you know it's hard for me to breathe.

You keep looking but you do not see.