Old memories never fade

Been awhile since I saw face,
but thats because we are in a different place.
Its over now, no more can be said.
I am no longer in your bed.
You chose this road, you can not blame me for this.
It was not my doing, no matter what you say.
You did it, and now you have to live it.
I do miss every kiss, every touch, please let me keep that much.
You are gone now, and I have to live with a hole inside, I feel like something has died.

I had no warning, it was so sudden. Next thing I knew, you were through.
So much time wasted, so many things tasted.
I will always love you, though from the looks you never loved me too, for if you  had, the parting wouldn’t have been so sad.

I know your sorry in a way, but still I wonder why you said the things you did say. I guess it was coming one day, I just didn’t want it to happen this way. I loved you with my whole heart, and you had to turn around and show it was a lie right from the start. No one will do what you did for me, but I guess that is something you will never see. You have broken my soul, you have taken your tole. Why did you say those evil things, threw away all our dreams. You have given her the ring that was to be mine, have you told her the same line? You changed everyone can see, no more you and me, no more 123.

What you did was wrong, but still you turned around and said it’s because I took so long. You cheated and lied, sorry but I won’t stand by your side. I was always there for you, now you say it’s all through. I tried to put us back together we could still be forever, then you had to dig your sword back into me, twisting it in just to watch me bleed, did you like what you got to see? If you loved me, you would have stood by me. I am sorry it ended this way, but guess it was coming one day. After 2 years you lied to me, kept it a secret, then I found out, all you did was yell and shout. It was all my fault, yet you cheated seems like a false assault. You say I can do better than you, perhaps one day I will believe it’s true. But until that day, I will have you, as a memory. You gave me good times, you made me laugh, you were always there, telling me its all ok, I believed you. We had our fights, but you got fed up and decided to take flight. Now I believe nothing, cause what was once forever, is now never.

You pictures lay in a box along with your letters, I can’t throw them away, but I hide them just so I don’t have to feel the pain every day. You want me to forget you and move on, well guess I have to, for you already have, your already gone. Guess you will only be a memory, and perhaps a tear will fall from my face when I hear our song. So hard to just let go, but guess that just goes to show. Nothing lasts forever, now matter how hard you hold on, cause now, what was once forever is now never. But you chose this road you have to follow it, bit by bit. I can’t say I wish you good luck but I will pray for you, and will my whole life through. If I can’t be yours, then I shall pray for you on these lonely shores.