Feelings

Just another feeling.
I've been there before.
Nobody cares,
Not any more.

Just another feeling,
I shouldn't feel anymore.
Just another feeling,
I could do nothing for.

I lay there in silence,
Resting my head,
To only find their words
Inside my head.

I heard the door
Shaking to my fear.
I opened it up
And nobody appeared.

I only heard noises,
Feeling, I think.
Supposed to make somebody
Feel very weak.

I found that feeling
Deep in my heart,
Without feeling the pain and disrespect
That was supposed to be.

I hit the ground,
Before I could mound
The pain in my chest,
My gut,
My heart.

Nothing more
Than silence anymore.
Only the slight sound
Of tears.