I'm here

There i said it no more hiding from my fear........no more breaking for this year.........i just wasnt ready to let you know....the true way of how i fell

but how can i still trust this life iv'e been let down before....i dont know if i can take any more.....

too much pain.....too much greif.....too much nonsense

not enough hope.....faith....and love.......

but still i stand in the door tryin to patch what has alreday bein torn........

you lied......you lived....

BUT I STILL DONT CARE.....

cause im torn between what is right and wrong

right cause i know it dosent really matter

wrong because the values and morales the world
has set up for me

BUT IM STLL HERE.......I still dont care....

there is no more fear......but still there is a tear

for knowing what is right and have been doing what is wrong it is'nt you my dear. i was held by my fear....that has been holding me this past year

neither life nor death..... neither fame or glory......neither love nor hate.....neither truth or lie.......neither wealth are poverty..... nothing can change the way i feel

BUT IM STILL HERE NO LONGER CAPTIVE BY MY FEAR OF WHAT YOU MIGHT THINK OF WHAT YOU MIGHT SAY...NO....NO.... IM STILL HERE WAITING IN THE DOOR.

IM STILL HEAR ILL BE HEAR ALL YOUR YEARS FOR AS LONG AS I CAND STAND TO STAND

IM LOOKIN THREW HTAT DOOR THE DOOR OF NO RETURN.........I JUST DONT WANNA GET BURNED.

But im  still here...waiting ...im still here prayin...im still here.....

im still here.....

i still feel the same way about YOU