Now what

Now what?? What do I do know?? Do i keep movin forward?? Do i stall out and stay here??

Now what?? Now that i know exactly how either side of the story will go... Now what??

What do i do?? do i take the path that leads me to you or the path of the world What do i do??

Do i keep movin??....do i contuniue past you or walk towards you..do i keep movin??

Do i stall out and stay and wait for the next long years or should i move on??

OR is this all really relivant cause it dosent matter wich way i go...cause either way im torn....either way im broken either way it leads to another hole to patch

so does it matter??  i dont belive all this needs ansewirng cause either way leads to someone getting hurt....

But i really dont  wanna hurt you and yet again i dont wanna hurt them.......

they only thing for ceratin is i'm torn......

and no matter what i end up Screwed in the end

so really it is my own doing i fell into the traps i've set for myself with out knowing thats what i was doing.......

dont blame yourself it's my own doing i did this to myself i let you to far in......oooo what have i done....so now what??

but in my heart i have already chossen my own demise.......

 the best i can do is hope for the best and prepare for the worst and let fate take it's course and maybe...just maybe i can try to guide it in the right direction and it will turn out just fine