Could it be

Could it be that it wasn't meant to be…all this time I spent with you wasted, wasted. Could it be that all of this was put up, set up on our own tired of being alone? Who were we trying to fool there was no way it could work no way not today not tomorrow? Fooling ourselves all along, could it be that we never had that bond could it be empty promises, empty emotion, empty conversation. Time wasted, so much time wasted, Could it be this is meant to be a memory a faded memory in our heads.. Could it be that I was never meant to share a bed a life a love with you. Could it be that I'm going bloody insane? Could it be the pain is starting to make me numb. Could it be, could it be…a game…is this all a game…Could it be that we just weren't meant to be….but yet I lay here contemplating every word we ever said, reminiscing on the walks we shared talks we shared. How is it that we meet in such a strange coincidence and we meet 3 times again by coincidence….WHO HAS THE RIGHT TO TELL US WHO WE ARE TO BE WHO WE ARE TO SEE?

Could it be that THERE SO BENT ON MAKING THEMSELVES LOOK GOOD NOT ACTUALLY SEEING THE TRUE GOOD……..MY TEMPER BEGINS TO FLARE AS I THINK ABOUT THIS MORE AND MORE….HOW CAN THEY TELL US WE CANT…..WHO IS THE TRUE JUDGE OF THAT…IF IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE THEN Y IM I STILL THINKING,DREAMING, TALKING HER. CANT THEY SEE PAST WHAT THE WORLD SEES. WE WILL NEVER GIVE UP…NEVER, NEVER. I DON'T THINK I CAN SPELL IT OUT ANY SIMPLIAR THAN THAT…IN WHAT DAY AND TIME I AM UNSHURE BUT I WILL BE HERE WAITING…HOW CAN THEY SAY THAT IT COULD NEVER BE…ITS NOT YOUR CHOICE….IT'S THE LIFE WE CHOSE…I UNDERSTAND HOW IT SOUNDS AND WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE…..BUT WERE NOT ALL THE SAME SOME ARE BETTER THAN OTHERS…..could it simply be it is meant to be…..could it be that I'm just getting worn out from this fight

I don't really know what to do anymore but I will continue.. I will be torn but I will not give up this love. Is worth so much more than to throw it aside if no one else can see it other than me and you that's there problem not ours. We've caught onto something that some never get…I'm not willing to give up. No worries, lets take our time, were in no rush, we can wait, we can wait, I know it doesn't matter what I type here cause it isn't going to change anything. It wont change minds it wont make it any easier for us. We can wait, we can wait, no rush for us. I will be waiting here how ever long it takes I will stick around for her…Could it be that all things are possible…could it be credit is given were credit is do…but what do I know right….to young to know about love to young to know about life to young…….but yet again to old…..old enough to make decisions for myself but yet still too young….its not over until she says it is…not when someone else says so….could it be…I love her