So Sick

Emotions gone haywire
At wits end
Tears I told myself I would never cry again
Why would you do this to me
Why would he do this to me
The one thing I had ever asked from you
Was never to play with my heart
Never to hurt me like that
I cant believe you would do something so sick
Yet, I can
Any trust I had once had in you
It is gone now
I can never trust you again
I have never felt so
So betrayed
By a “brother”
Someone that “cares” so much for me
I told “you” sacred things
And this is what I get
Of course its my fault
My fault for every trusting you again
I should have severed all ties with you when I had the chance
But you know what
Now I will
I wont make that same mistake again
You have hurt me way to many times
And I wont take it anymore
I am sick of being hurt….