Into The Darkness

People always think I'm so happy
and so peppy and so hyper because
I'm always smiling,
but there’s something cold and
blank behind a smile.

If everyone of you could
see exactly how I really
feel you'd probably want
to slit your wrists as much as
I do.

One little pill and I was back
as right as rain, but not
anymore.

All the drugs in the world
they can't save you from
yourself, they can't save you
from what goes on inside.

Its as though your locked inside
your own little box,
just waiting for someone to
turn that key, to let you out,
to make you sane again,
but somehow you know
that will never happen.

Its then It begins to grow
until your infected with it,
It burrows Its way under
your skin and spreads,
It spreads, until your mind
Is riddled with it, It slowly strangles
the life out of every thought,
every feeling.

Inside your suffocating as
It drags you kicking and
screaming Into the darkness.