Bleed

You don't remember me

But I remember you

The shadow of who I used to be

The person I thought I knew

Who I was and who I am

Are as different as black and white

This sould doesn't give a damn

I'm going down without a fight

Replace this pain with something real

And I bleed until I bleed no more

There are too many wounds that cannot heal

I'm going through this open door

I'm screaming so loud but you are gone

You said that happiness is real, but I beg to differ

I'll always know that you are wrong

As I press this blade to my wrist I may whisper:

Is happiness just a dream?

This pain has always been here

Why can't you hear me when i scream?

Suicide is something I will always hold dear

Now I am an angel of death

The girl with the broken smile

I wander the night till I take my last breath

I long to be who I was as a child

This blade runs down my arm

I wonder if Jus once I will cut too deep

If the blood will trickle down my wrist till I bleed no more

Will someone finally hear me?

Then I will at last be gone

My dark brown eyes empty

For once all will be right, not wrong

My soul finally set free

My note will be short, not more than a sentence

For my life was painful, so will be the end

The magical phrase will be echoed forever

Know by all, it shall be:

Suicide is painless, it's only life that hurts

My soul is tranquil

And I bleed till I take this last breath

Now that I am gone