Fine

So please don't tell me to smile when I'm sad

It'll all seem feined anyway.

Broken nature is hard to endure for

those who pretend that all is grandly gay.

I'll stop my girly bantering

If this phase will ever decieve me.

You can stop the all hail the bitch routine.

Discontinue that for my sanity.

Or no you cannot 

I nearly forgot I can't change you.

Or have I tried?

I do so wonder why I tend to defy.

To mess up the place and leave it all torn.

Keep my soul broken much sweeter than the norm~

that you safely follow to hide what's bareley hollow

. I'll be gone before... You know~ why say it. It shows. Wait expectantly. Or hopefully~ I'll unlock my treasure chest~ I'll rise above. I'll be drowning anyway. A challenge is thy love.  

I'll still sing along. To tunes you'll never think of.

So be there someday. If you notice. Pretend not to. It's fine I say. I'm fine this way`