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Views (109) Anger Created on 4-18-07 Flag

With all that I do

I was never good enough for you

You don't love me

I can see it so clearly

It breaks my heart that there is no love for me in your heart

I wish we could make a new start

But nothing can take away this pain

On my heart, you left a stain

I can't just clean it

It is so fit

You left it there

The day I found out you did not care

You left me

Can't you see

You think I am so messed up

But you were the one who over filled my cup

With all you lies and hurtful words

It set my pain free like a million birds

You were the one that made me cut myself

You treated me like a dirty book on an empty shelf

You made me feel like a dirty whore on the street

As I pleaded for your love, down on my hands and feet

What can I do to win your love

This isn't the life I dreamed of

I always tried to make you happy

I tried to be everything you wanted me to be

I tried to be good, I tried to be cool

I tried to make good grades in school

I tried to be there when you needed me

I tried to be the best I thought you wanted me to be

It never won you

What do I have to do?

I can not try anymore

This is wearing on me, making me sore

Can't you see

I am nothing you want me to be, I never will be

I am going to make a life of my own

Where I won't be ashamed and alone

Where I can be good

A bit more understood

Where some one can accept me

I need to be happy

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On May 7th 2007 ilovepellie Said :
ilovepellie my poor honey...
On April 25th 2007 mrskritter Said :
mrskritter i don,t understand why mothers do this to their kid but out of something bad came something good you are a good mother
On April 18th 2007 lambofgod66 Said :
lambofgod66 It hits the heart. I know how it is for family to choose something else over you. It happened to me to.
On April 18th 2007 kathryn1212 Said :
kathryn1212 I am so sorry for the pain you endured. I also wrote a poem here in the new poems to my mom. I understand your pain and need for love and acceptance. Once again, I am sorry. Nice poem...very nice poem.
On April 18th 2007 shaunsmom22 Said :
shaunsmom22 all i know is i would never do those things to my kids. i will spend my life being a better mom to my babies than she was to me. i never want my kids to feel like i did.
On April 18th 2007 shaunsmom22 Said :
shaunsmom22 i dunno, but i know she tried to kill herself when i needed her the most. from that day on i felt i had no one in this world and i began a string of self destruction. she told me that i was messed up and she could not understand why i ended up like that. she told me i was burdening her with my sickness. she tried to shit me off to a mental hospital. man, the whole time all i wanted was he love and attention.
On April 18th 2007 shaunsmom22 Said :
shaunsmom22 I wrote this becaus emy mom chose her abusive husband over me. She stayed with him after knowing he sexually molested me multiple times and tried to rape me. i can't understand why she stayed with him. then, after i came out and told soeone, he went to jail, and she tried to kill herself because she "could not live with out him." to this day i am left to wonder, does she even love me?