Dear Mommy,

(Diary letters to her mother and one to her father)
                                                                                                    
Dear Mommy,             the first time it happend 7:20pm  Jan.1,2002

Today was bad. Today when you left for work Daddy came in to my room i told him not to because i was changing but he said that he will help me get dressed. First he kissed me on the cheek then on my lips but very softly then he stuck his thoug in my mouth and he told me to do it to, but i couldnt do it because i am only ten and i dont know how to kiss yet. He said it was okay that he was there to teach me a lot of things so i let him tech me how to kiss then he went down and started to squeze my breast and suck them and that hurted then he went down to my middle part and stared to tuch me and i said no,no,NO but he didnt listen to me then he took off his pants and he stuck his middle part in me i was crying because it hurt so bad. And i could feel the blood comeing out Mommy it hurted so bad i wish you were there to tell him to stop.    =(
                                                -alisa
                                                                                                    
Dear Mom,                            i lost count 7:20pm   Jan 1,2008

I am sixteen now and i am pregnent. I tell you that i hate you every day i sneak out every night, but i dont have sex Mom cant you see that Jake is a good guy and im not haveing sex with him? Mom this is the last letter i am ever going to write you i hope you read all of my letters from when it first happend when i was ten till know that i am sixteen. Mom i thought you luved me but you dont because i have changed before your very eyes and i have bled before your very eyes. Today is the very last day Dad is ever going to touch me. 8(
                                       -alisa
                                                                                                    
Dear Dad,                                7:30pm Jan. 1,2008

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                                                  -alisa your so called baby gurl 8(
                                                                                                     
Dear Who ever reads this,                 7:35pm Jan.1,2008

SINCE I WAS TEN I HAVE BEEN CUTING MY SELF I KNOW THAT IS BAD BUT THAT WAS THE ONLY THING THAT TOOK THE PAIN AWAY SO TODAY I AM GOING TO TAKE ALL OF THE PAIN THAT IS TO COME AND THE PAIN I HAVE GONE THRU..........I HAVE GOTTEN THE RAZER BLADE THAT I USE FROM UNDER MY BED. ONE LAST THING I WANT TO SAY BEFORE I END MY LIFE IS..................FOR MY DAD.......................................I HOPE U ROTT IN HELL FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE........ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!