I needed you tonight

I needed you tonight

But you didn’t come home

So I sit here awake at 5 am

Wondering where you have gone

Why can’t you lend a hand

When I need you most

Instead you think of yourself

And you don’t make it home

My mom told me what happened tonight

And that you had beer on your breath

Guess you don’t want your family

As much as you said

Is what we have/had going to work

Or should I just give up on you?

If that is the case you let me know

I can’t sit around anymore and wait for you

I can’t believe after all of these years

Everything keeps going wrong

Wishing that you felt the same for me

But I have been wishing that for way too long

I’m tired of waiting

Tired of crying for you

So I will stay away for a while

And let you decide what you want to do

You PROMISED me this would NEVER happen again

You have lost my trust once again

All I wanted was you, me, and the kids

But it seems like this will never end.