Tears of blood

 WHY OH WHY THESE TEARS OF MINE FALL

THEY FALL TO THE GROUND AND SPLAT DOWN RED

THE PAIN ACHING INSIDE OF ME IS TAKING CONTROL OF ME

WITHOUT THE CONTROL HOW DO I LIVE? HOW DO I SURVIVE?

ONLY HE KNOW WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME THESE TEARS OF BLOOD

RUNNING DOWN MY FACE WITH THAT RED SO DEEP

IF ONLY MY HEART COULD BEAR TO TELL ME WHAT I WANT

WHAT I NEED

WHAT I FEEL

WHAT I WANT TO KNOW

IS IT THE DISIRE I HAVE FOR HIM THAT THESE BLOOD TEARS FLOW DOWN SO EASILY?

IS IT THE PAIN OF CHOOSING ONE NOT BOTH

OR IS IT THAT HE MOVED ON DOES NOT DESIRE ME MUCH MORE

THAT THESE TEARS OF BLOOD RUN DOWN MY FACE AND MAKE THE PUDDLE RED

DOES NO ONE CARE? DOES NO ONE KNOW OF THIS PAIN THAT TURNS ME INTO THIS DARK BEING?

SOMETHING THAT IS NOT ME, OH HOW I WISH TO KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME AND WHY I WANT HIM BUT AT THE SAME TIME TURN HIM AWAY.

COULD IT BE THESE TEARS OF BLOOD ARE MY HEART

MY PAIN

MY LIFE

MY LOVE?