alone again

Sitting here alone again

dreaming of the warmth of your embrace

in the cold again

aching chill in my face

wondering what..

no now I say fuck that

as the fire rises from my belly

and burning in my bones

as the cold reaches in to my chest squishing

the last of the love I had for you like the puss of a festering wound

to rid my soul of an infection I long to be released

explosions of rage and hatred searing to the surface

burning and sizzling to my face

I step into the rain frustrated as steam fills the November air

the hurt coming up again as drizzle dribbles off my chin