Everytime I Think I'm In Love

Everytime I think I'm in love

They act nice and allow my love to grow

Then they break my heart in pieces

I guess love's a feeling I'll never know

Is there something wrong with me

That makes me unable to be loved?

Someone tell me what's wrong with me

I love and love but only get shoved

Everyday holds pain and sadness

I've lost count how often I thought I'd die

How many times has my heart broke?

Just how many times have I had to cry?

I know the problem lies inside of me

But why am I the only one with this disease?

If I'm destined to never feel love

Then God let my heart beat freeze

I don't want to live a loveless life

I want to feel the joy everyone else can feel

I want to be happy and smile everyday

No one knows how I long for a love that's real

Everytime I think I'm in love

I end up with tears and a broken heart

I'm tired of feeling pain and being alone

But love and I seem unable to part

Am I so dumb to love in vain?

I know I may never find true love

But my heart refuses to be silent

I need backup, I need help from above

I don't know how much longer I can continue

A loveless life is a miserable life

I just want to cry all day and all night

When I know I'll never be someone's wife