it is you

         i know you wonder why im like this you ask yourself why does she dress like that why does she act like that and why does she even go here

 well my love it is you that makes me like this cuz i want you for my own but i know i will never have you

so i dress like i do and act like i do all because of the misery and pain you bring me and though you bring me pain i cant wont stop loving you

and yet im sitting here trying to tell you my feelings and you act like im a waste of your time

yet someday you will understand me and love me like i love you now but by then i will have found somebody and you will have to feel the pain i feel now