more misery

exhausted and angry- wanna throw things around.

tattered and dingey- filth litters the ground.

bitter and lonely- you sad fuckers frown.

miserable and dirty- in misfortune you drown.

taking and breaking- trying to escape.

faking and shaking- emotional rape.

shaking and panting- breeding your hate.

aching and ranting- you force me to wait.

taunting and teasing- drawing my gaze.

daunting and seizing- lost in this haze.

draning and blaming- this comes without ease.

straining and claiming- please cure my disease.

Illness is taking all thatis it wants to

causing this shaking and pain that i am going through.

I'm blaming my self for being like this

it may be strange that my misery is bliss.

But it is my refuge- my comfort zone.

so if you don't like it ... just leave me alone!

~dani koska