The End of my Happiness... Again.

Everything I have ever worked for... So many things that don't matter anymore.
I gave you a little.. it wasn't enough, I gave you my all and damn was it tough.
I thought things could work... who knew you were this kind of jerk.
I shouldn't be upset.. it is all my fault I'm sure
you had me convinced you were innocent and pure.
I thought I was paranoid and now you leave me with this huge void.
So dark and empty.. I'm so alone...  and now im left without a home.
Please don't leave.. You don't have to go...
You beg and you plead... It's all for show.
I feel like this is what you've wanted all along but if thats true then its the same dance and song.
It never fails things just aren't right for me... I lowered my sheild,  I shouldn't have let you see.
All that I've known and what matters right now... You've smashed down my dreams with your emotional plow.
We had a family with hopes and dreams.. now its been shredded at the seams.
~dani koska