my fragile hand

I'm different now than I used to be, I'm not the person that I called me
I've changed alot from who I was, and am now who I am
But still I do not know this person, I've never met this woman.
I'll explore the changes and observe the difference and see what I dont know
But when I realize it and it all makes sense, I'll try to make it show.
I'll captivate my audience and steal away their minds
I'll take them to exotic places and show them all my finds,
all this I will do from my own heart, I wont ever have to leave
and when they open their eyes and I explain to them .. their heavy hearts may heave.
Its not an act nor just for show, its not about me at all
I want people to see and learn, so they unlike me wont fall
I'll be brave and I'll be strong and my eyes will show my courageous acts
I'll be honest and I'll be true and my heart will show the truest facts.
Or maybe it wont be that way at all for us
maybe the wind will knock down my dreams with a gust
Who can say, its hard to tell
many times, I know I've fell.
A victem? or the predator?
a person I've never met before?
Only time can tell, and in the strangest of ways
sit with me and we'll count down the days...
You cannot MAKE change, you have to need it
you have to want it you have to breath it
You cannot WANT a second chance, you have to grasp it
you have to take it, you have to need it
OR YOU WILL NEVER MAKE IT!!!
stand with me and hold my hand,
please tell me your confidence you will lend..
I close my eyes and put forth my heart
please dont be the one to tear me apart..
Love is crazy and love is sad
its full of hope and it can drive you mad.
I'll make you feel good, even when I hurt so bad...
I'll will your dreams true, and the result will be
what it will be and I will pray that you will see
the light that burns inside of me
It cuts out darkness and it puts forth hope,
I am tired of being helpless, playing the dope
So love me now, just as I am
and please, I beg of you, just take in yours,
my fragile hand.


Danyel Koska