Finding Your Secret Feelings

im the secret hate
you hide inside
bury so deep
it’s hard to find

yet i find it
exploding into action
hitting anything and everyone i see

the pain is deep
but will never show
and never be heard

i regarded you as riend
one of a few
someone i could confide in

but it seems i was wrong
i was tricked by my own false sense of security
and now im left wanting

im left hiding from myself
not wanting to see what you see
not wanting to speak out
not wanting to be seen
not wanting to breath....