Welcome To My Life

Have you forgotten                                                                    

How sweet it is to be loved by you?                                                   

I hate everything about you,                                                           

Why do I love you?

Maybe this is just a dream.

Welcome to my life;

This house is not a home.

Not everything that glitters is gold,

Not everyone who wanders is lost, 

Objects are closer than they appear. 

And they all live happily ever after!

Well, I'm glad!

I'm young and I'm hopeless, 

You're just a homewrecker. 

I thought I could always count on you, 

But I was stupid, and you broke me down.

Thank you for showing me that best friends cannot be trusted.

This world, this world is cold. 

It's been a long hard road without you by my side; 

When you lay your head down how do you sleep at night? 

Nothing you say today is gonna bring me down.

On the way down, I'll watch you burn, 

You're wrong if you think I'll be just like you. 

Once I had the world, now I have no one.

If I needed someone to control me, 

If I needed someone to push me around, 

I would change my direction 

And save myself before I...drown.

You bring me down, at least you try. 

Awkward silences on the other end.

Where the hell are you when I need you?

In a perfect world you'd still be here, 

Is anybody gonna save me? 

It's me against the world!

I'm sick of these fights 

And I've been waiting so long for things to change. 

It's a new day, but it all feels old, 

I just wanna jump.

Keep movin' on, 

Hold on if you feel like letting go.

I wake up screaming, 

It's all because of you.

Now I am writing ot let you know I'm still alive. 

It's now or never to decide. 

To make the wrongs right:  to say 

Don't walk away.

Oh my love, please don't cry.

I don't know wrong from right  

And we'll start a new life. 

One more day with you.

I'll be coming home just to be alone. 

'Cause I know you're not there and I know you don't care. 

You thought you were standing beside me, 

You were only in my way.

Emergency call 911! 

I just wanna jump. 

Darkness falls, I'm letting go.

I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that I died.

I know that only God can judge me.