that time

i miss my innocence

i miss my youth

i wish i could go back to that time when i had no worries

that time when i didnt know the cruelties of the world

back when i still had a sparkle in my eye and a bounce in my step

back when i wasnt scared

when i had no fear

i miss that time when i didnt know what depression was

i miss when i didnt know what it feels like to lose someone you love

when i didnt know of heart break or pain

when i didnt understand why people cut

that time when i never fely like i wanted to die

when i thought everyone cared

back before all the drama

before all the tears

back when i never cried myself to sleep

wheni was always smiling, always laughing

when i thought everyone was good

when everyone was friends

back when people payed attention

before i cut them out

back when i thought my life was great

when i thought my family had no problems

i miss that time

why cant i have it back