.Help Me.

I don't know what'z

wrong with me,

But I'm not the

person everyone alwayz

see'z.

I'm so confused &

lost right now

& i want this

hurt to disappear

somehow.

I need the pain

that make'z me numb

So i won't think about

everything & that special

someone.

& It kill'z me knowing

that what helpz me is

wrong,

But itz so hard to

stop, when I've been

doing it for so long.

I can't be me,

& speak out anymore

Cuz I'll just hurt my

friendz,

like i used to

before.

& I wish this would all go away...

Cuz i don't feel

right & I'm not

gonna be okay.