-U Nev3r believed me-

//i wanted this to be alright.

i wanted things to be just fine.

and i guess that's just the way things are

but it doesn't subside the pain that throbs more and more.

things were supposed to stay the same

everything was gonna be ok.

but then you turned and broke my heart

why, oh why, did you have to go and start?

when you brought that man into our life

it didn't do us any good and just made me want to stop and hide.

you always worked and my brother loved to play

goddammit. just tell me why, you always believed the things that he'd say.

two years i had to live with this.

two years to figure out what i missed.

like those times when you were never once there

it always made me feel like you didn't even care.

at times i just wanted to pack my bags

and leave you behind, along with the past.

and they keep on sayin, it's all up to me,

to change our relationshiip, so that we agree.

but itz truly impossible for me to forget

all the shit that you said to make me upset.

never once, did i try to take him away

never once, did you ask if i was ever okay.

but you have to know and realize

that everything he was, were all just lies.

so don't go on ahead and take this out on me

and try to put me under, your stupid lock and key.

cuz it wasn't my fault, what he had did

to hurt me so terrible, when i was just a kid.

and the true real reason, that i never told you?

was because i knew you'd go, and decline the whole truth.//