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{Dear razorblade
dear razorblade
please set me free
i dont want to keep feeling
this hurt inside me
i look in my mirror & try to see
the person i was & used to be
but all i see,
in the reflection in front of me
is the gurl that i never wanted to be.
i cry & i laugh
get mad & turn sad
at times i want to di
or wish the time go by
im just like every other person
i look like like you
but no one seemz to understand
all the thingz i go through
so i keep my emotions all inside
& every secret that i want to hide
hoping everything will turn out fine
but all that does is make it not right
and i dont know watz happening,
but i feels like the end
& i dont want to stand here
& wish it was pretend
so please help me razorblade
come help me feel
cuz i still need to know
if this shit is all real
i dont want to think about the thingz
in the past
i just want to think about all
my blood gushing fast
i dont want to know what may happen tomorrow
i dont want to know cuz it just brings me such sorrow
so ill keep slicing away
jsut like every other day
then ill feel the pain
& maybe, just maybe, it'll all be okay...}