Why should i care to be here

Why should i care to be here?

Nothing to be proud of in my life.

All the shame of my wrong-doings

Tears at me more and more.

I wasn't always like this

It happened when my soul left for you.

I have seen past the happiness in life.

All the words that i said i can't take back.

I can't hold you

Or tell you that i love you anymore.

This brings me to my knees

Crying for you to be there.

I can't comfort you

When someone brings you down

And it shatters my heart.

I can't stand the thing that ive become.

My life is full of broken hearted misery and pain.

Why should i care to be here?