Raped in Young

Backed into the ally way once again,
fear of this never ending pain,
being raped over and over again,
I am lost as it comes again.

He thrusts into me again,
screaming in this pain,
can't break free of this,
father why does this happen.

Father why over and over,
why do you rape me,
I can't stand this anymore,
never ending rape.

This is to much,
I can't tell anyone,
for the fear of more,
just pain and depression come.

Is this normal for everyone,
how should I know,
when it is all I have had,
for all my childhood life.

I thought it was normal,
when I was so young,
hurting me and raping me,
over and over again.

Life comes to a bitter end,
that is what I thought,
no more of this for me,
it has to stop now.

I need to be saved,
need to be helped,
someone come to me,
come and free me.

No longer will I be like this,
and have no one listen or help,
now is time for me to take this,
and help myself.

No way out I come to understand,
he has a close eye on me,
all the time like a hawk,
and no way for me to go.

A holder of my thoughts,
a wrecker of my hopes,
stealing all I have,
giving nothing back.

So he comes at me once more,
my father to rape me again,
how could my father do that,
just rape again and again.