Suicide and a Praying Girl

"He is bleeding you idiot,
he is bleeding to death,
save him, save my boyfriend!!!!!"

"Don't let him die,
don't let him lose his life,
he is all I have, and all I love!!!!"

damn, hospital,
it keeps me away from him,
he is all I see now around me!

god, I NEED SOME ROPE,
WHERE IS THAT ROPE,
I NEED THAT ROPE THERE!!!!

I have this rope,
and I am hanging it up,
at 12:00 midnight it is!!


My last few hours,
and no one cares,
who would want to stop me?

Who is that over there,
that girl with her hands folded,
what is she saying to me now?

"WHY ARE YOU PRAYING,
WHY ARE YOU TALKING,
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!?!?!"

"Who are you,
I can't see you over there",
I am blinded by tears now.

"Who are you,
why are you hear,
what do you want?"

She steps into view,
my eyes widen as I see her,
this is Kaylee, but why hear, why now?

"Why are you hear",
tears start to rush down my face,
she responds "Nick, You can't end your life now"

She goes on saying things,
"you are such a great person",
i reply "no, i am not a great person"

Keylee is just not letting in,
she is making a point,
she is making me see the good in life.

I step down from the chair,
and fall to my knees,
cry in the hands of mine.

I look up at her,
i ask "Keylee,
why try to help me?"

All is now known,
I am cared about,
for the 1st time in my life...