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I Die Inside |
25th of December 2003
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Created on 11-25-07
Sitting in this forsaken mind,
like picking me off the vine,
this razor will do just fine,
and I will never mind.
So now cut me open again,
just one more cut now,
come on please give me gain,
and cut this fucker down his chest!!!
Yea, I know it is weird,
yea, I know is is obscene,
calling my self a fucker,
but that is all I will ever be!!!!
No more love for me,
no more care about life,
why should I stop now,
fucker, you got no clue!!!!!!
This is my release,
this is my help,
this is my blood,
and it is all over the ground!!!
Fucker, if you really cared,
FUCKER, IF YOU REALLY LOVE,
FUCKER, WHO THE HELL ARE YOU,
and fucker, why do i even try?
All this seems to be is a letter,
all you think is hes crazy,
but this is feeling from me,
feeling from inside this heart.
This heart you broke years ago,
this heart I gave to you,
yea YOU FUCKER,
YEA ALL FOR YOU FUCKER!!!!!!
All I get is a bullet,
not like people say,
but a BULLET TO THE CHEST,
ALL FORM YOU FUCKER!!!!
ARE YOU HAPPY WITH THIS,
DO YOU LOVE DOING THIS,
LISTEN TO ME FUCKER,
OPEN UP YOUR DAMN EARS!!!!!!!!!
Yea you, open your ears,
open your ears and listen good,
OPEN YOUR GODDAMN MIND,
AND HEAR ME OUT FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea, you see this gun here,
yea you see it in my hand,
I BET YOU THINK IT IS FOR YOU,
NOPE FUCKER YOU ARE SO WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
See this clip in my hand,
see the 13 bullets in the clip,
see me lode this gun now,
YOU DID THIS TO ME!!!!!!!
Watch me lift this gun,
watch me put it to my head,
WATCH MY EYES FUCKER,
THIS IS ALL FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!
Yea, you told me to years ago,
remember the 25th of December,
in the year 2003 that oh so good yea,
YEA YOU TOLD ME TO!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKER LOOK IN MY EYES,
LOOK AT MY PAIN FOR YOU,
LOOK AT WHAT I AM DOING,
ALL CUZ YOU TOLD ME TO!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yea this life is not much longer,
not worth it anyways,
I mean no one loves me anymore,
AND I KNOW IT IS TRUE!!!!!
FUCKER WATCH FINGER,
WATCH IT PULL THE TRIGGER,
WATCH THE BLOOD FLY,
AND WATCH ME DIE!!!!!
Watch me fall now,
I hope you are happy,
this is what you wanted,
and what you wanted you got.
Hear, this gun is for you,
MOTHERFUCKER, that the gun,
a dead guy has no use for a gun,
NO LEAVE MY BODY ALONE!!!!
like picking me off the vine,
this razor will do just fine,
and I will never mind.
So now cut me open again,
just one more cut now,
come on please give me gain,
and cut this fucker down his chest!!!
Yea, I know it is weird,
yea, I know is is obscene,
calling my self a fucker,
but that is all I will ever be!!!!
No more love for me,
no more care about life,
why should I stop now,
fucker, you got no clue!!!!!!
This is my release,
this is my help,
this is my blood,
and it is all over the ground!!!
Fucker, if you really cared,
FUCKER, IF YOU REALLY LOVE,
FUCKER, WHO THE HELL ARE YOU,
and fucker, why do i even try?
All this seems to be is a letter,
all you think is hes crazy,
but this is feeling from me,
feeling from inside this heart.
This heart you broke years ago,
this heart I gave to you,
yea YOU FUCKER,
YEA ALL FOR YOU FUCKER!!!!!!
All I get is a bullet,
not like people say,
but a BULLET TO THE CHEST,
ALL FORM YOU FUCKER!!!!
ARE YOU HAPPY WITH THIS,
DO YOU LOVE DOING THIS,
LISTEN TO ME FUCKER,
OPEN UP YOUR DAMN EARS!!!!!!!!!
Yea you, open your ears,
open your ears and listen good,
OPEN YOUR GODDAMN MIND,
AND HEAR ME OUT FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea, you see this gun here,
yea you see it in my hand,
I BET YOU THINK IT IS FOR YOU,
NOPE FUCKER YOU ARE SO WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
See this clip in my hand,
see the 13 bullets in the clip,
see me lode this gun now,
YOU DID THIS TO ME!!!!!!!
Watch me lift this gun,
watch me put it to my head,
WATCH MY EYES FUCKER,
THIS IS ALL FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!
Yea, you told me to years ago,
remember the 25th of December,
in the year 2003 that oh so good yea,
YEA YOU TOLD ME TO!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKER LOOK IN MY EYES,
LOOK AT MY PAIN FOR YOU,
LOOK AT WHAT I AM DOING,
ALL CUZ YOU TOLD ME TO!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yea this life is not much longer,
not worth it anyways,
I mean no one loves me anymore,
AND I KNOW IT IS TRUE!!!!!
FUCKER WATCH FINGER,
WATCH IT PULL THE TRIGGER,
WATCH THE BLOOD FLY,
AND WATCH ME DIE!!!!!
Watch me fall now,
I hope you are happy,
this is what you wanted,
and what you wanted you got.
Hear, this gun is for you,
MOTHERFUCKER, that the gun,
a dead guy has no use for a gun,
NO LEAVE MY BODY ALONE!!!!
Please Login to post comments| On November 26th 2007 Xpoetxgurlx Said : | |
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wooooooooow. this is REALLY emotional and the anger.. just wow. this in incredible tho..
i really dont know what to say.. im shocked in awe and yet it makes me want to cry... -huggles- =/ |
| On November 26th 2007 alienz13 Said : | |
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This is sad =-( but never give up buddy, Cuz i care about u |
| On November 25th 2007 kjoy428 Said : | |
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wow nick...this is really good. i'm so sorry that you had to experience all this. i'm glad that you were able to put it all into words though. you did an amazing job on this poem! it's really incredible! i think its my favorite of yours because it says so much but it still all fits together really well as a poem. and i hope you know that if you ever need to talk about anything like this that i'm here. |
| On November 25th 2007 DeathMetalPunk Said : | |
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oh. Don't do it. I know you want to. I think about it a lot. Just don't. No matther how much you think it would help. It won't. |
