life or death

I see the darkness its coming near to me.........

The darkness is engulfing me.............

I feel the darkness pulling me deeper deeper deeper in.........

The darkness surrounds me its cold is this what its like to be dead....... 

The darkness flows in and out of me like worms in a corpse it swirls in my heart......

Whats this a light i see its calling.......

Its telling me live!live!.......

I look at the darkness then at the light i think long and hard about it life or death i ask myself ..........

Then i decide ill plunge my self into the darkness and stay dead forever besides ive always wanted to die even though the ones on the other side may...........cry..........