Do I still love him?

Ok, so people have asked me

If I still loved him?

If I ever did?

Or did I still care?

The truth is

Yes I do still love him

I do still care more than words can say

But with time I will move on

No matter how much I miss him not

With time it will go away

I will find someone else

Eventually I will care for that someone else

And love him with all my heart

I may not love again anytime soon

I really dont plan to

I want to wait for the right person to come along

I want to make sure he loves me

I want to make sure it is what I want

But for this I want to wait

I want to give my heart time to heal

I want to give it time to fix its brokeness

And I want to make sure Im completly ready to love again

But for now I will hold on

I will still love

I will wait for The right time

The right time to move on

Make sure im ready.

But I will always have a place in my heart

This place will hold the memories

The love we once shared

And everything We once had

And I will never forget Jeremy

For he is my first true love

A love that to me will always mean something

A love I will never forget

And memories I will always cherish

But I will love again

I will Move on

But never forget