The Tradgey of my Life

We went to a party

My boyfriend and I

We got drunk never knowing what would happen

I was raped later that night

and here is my story

My sister has a male roommate

and i never thought twice about trusting him

That night I was to stay with her

Well she was also at a party

just not the same as me.

She called someone  and told them that

she would not be home for she was also drunk

and she told them to tell me she would see me in the morning

So that night went by and it got later

and it was time to leave

My sisters roommante and his friend

helped me back to the apartment

After a while things began to happen

I tried to say no many times over

but they didnt stop

I tried to push them away and tried to yell out

but they didnt stopAnd later after i thought everything

was over i decited to go lay down and tried to sleep

after a minute or two one of them came in

he started to touche me again

then asked me if i wanted to have sex

I said No. thinking they both may leave me alone

finially I went to sleep

I woke up most likely soon after and he was on top of me

he was having sex with me

I tried to push him off

Through out the night i remember crying many times

asking them to stop

but they didnt

at one point they made me take a shower

and they got in with me and forced me to shower with them

I remember everything they did and everything that happened

Some who know have told me to forgive

but I dont think I ever want to or if I even can

I just wish i knew why me and why they would do it

But I cant take anything back

or change things

It will forever haunt me

It will forever be a part of me

it is a experience , a Memory

A TRADGEY!

The tradgey of my life!