Do you know?

do u know whats its like to cry

so much and they just dont stop

 u yell out and push away

but they just keep coming back

and they take advantage of u like its something u want

and the next day they think u wont remember it

but u do u remember everything they did

like how they made u take a shower with them

  just for their pleasure

and how they made u do stuff with them

even though u could barley even stay awake?

do u know what its like to be so damn drunk

       do uknow what its like to wake up

       in the middle of ever night crying

      because u remember what

      happened?

      and it makes you remember?

      some nights staying up most of the

      night because u dont want to have

      those dreams ? and do u know

     whats its like to have someone force

     sex on u  being someone u dont

     even know the name of ?

     and after it all u live in fear or it

     happening again?

     and now u cut ur wrists and take

     more drugs and more pills that

     its the only way that u make it from

     day to day?

     and inside u feel nothing anymore

     u just feel cold and alone?

     I KNOW WHATS ITS LIKE.