Objection to Perfection

sleep my life away
forget what i need to say
stumble over past regrets
things i need to forget
you blame me for everything
now let's see how you sing
your tune is off
your rythym wrong
you make my ears so sore
you tell me that
i need to change
but maybe you do more

i shake and i shiver
the room's gone cold
the walls are closing in
but this feeling is so old
i never meant to mess it up
but now the pain wont leave
the thought of what i ruined
it makes me want to heave
i'm lost in heavy fog
my mind, it feels so clogged
I need to regain some strength
to finish the final length

wait a moment for perfection
if you don't have any objection
i just want to remember me
i just want to be the best i can be