Memories

I have memories that only I know about.

I have dreams that would make you cry.

I need clarity from this world that I cannot control.

All I need is help from this insaintly that I'm suffering from.

Where are all the people when I need them the most.

Can they help me with everything that I help them with. 

Where are they when my life is falling apart.

I was always there, but now I can't do it any longer.

These memories I need help sorting through.

But all the people are dealing with their own problems to.

Where are they when i need them the most.

To help me deal with the dreams ad the memories, they left me.

Where are thye they are stuck in a home town that designed for them.

I left for bigger and brighter things.

I have memoreis that only they can help sort out.

With all the love that I showed them,

they were never there for me.

Wheres the help that need when I need it the most.

What are the probems?

why arn't thye there for me.

I'm all alone, I AM DEALING WITH THE MEMORIES THAT THEY LEFT ME
I dont know how to deal with or how to understand all the dreams they  left me.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.