Nobody Knows

Nobody knows everything about me

Except for you, you know it all

Every tear, every fear, every thought, every flaw

Nobody knows how i stay up late at night

Trembling to myself

Having you out of sight

A tear rolls down my ice cold cheek 

As my mind races with

Many questions beginning with the phrase "What if?"

Nobody knows I secretly wish my life would end

Letting me meet you

On the hills in Heaven

Nobody knows how I long for those nights

On the hills, under the stars

Where everything's alright

Nobody knows what i'd give for one more kiss

One more hug, one more smile

The things I truly miss

How much "I love you"s meant to me

How i smiled so very wide

How you softly stroked my hair

As I lay there on my side

Nobody knows what I go through

Each and every day

How much i scream, how much I hurt

How much i truly pray 

It's hard to explain the ways you helped me out

The ways you comforted

How you'd smile when I'd pout

When people hear me sigh

They don't know you're on my mind

That I'm thinking about your touch

The way your hand fit into mine

Nobody knows how I really sleep

Dreaming about you

Dreaming about your love

For it being so very true

For you still hold the largest piece

Of my fragile heart

And I'm sure you've seen other guys

Break it and tear it apart

Many guys have wanted me

Many guys have tried

And I'm sure you've seen

That one very special guy

He was the only one

That had succeeded

For he took my breath away

Which I desperately needed 

But even he could not replace

Your warm, sweet embrace

What I speak is true

My heart belongs to you 

But here I am, once again

Drowning in my sorrow

Wait to see if my hated self

Makes it to tomorrow

And nobody knows the words

Being said between the lines

Our hearts fitting together

Yours and mine

And nobody knows

Through the eyes in which I see

How much I really do miss you

Being here with me...