Staring Into Nothing

Sitting here wanting to let people know
What Im feeling inside
Its not what people want to hear
All the pain you put me through each day
I could just Die!
But instead, I sit back and blame myself
And now is the time to let you know

I dont care what people think or say
I may be ugly and I may look that way
But I couldnt be as ugly as you
Though my heart has been stabbed many times
And I feel as if I am staring into nothing

I am leaving these unfinished souls with nothing
And as of now there is nothing left to me
Because I have reached the eye and ear
Of those who hated me once before
And I now feel more as if I am staring into nothing

You may not see me as what you want me to be
But I bet I am better than you in every way
Because you put the people down who could care the most
And it makes you feel like you are better, right?

Deep down inside of me are these hidden feelings & emotions
I have kept them hidden long enough
And now that I have let people see
What I feel about them and this world
I know now, I am staring into nothing.