inner pain outer nothing

call me insensitive because i don't cry.

call me heartless because i don't try,

to hurt and feel eveything you feel.

i'm insane b/c i'd rather pretend it's not real?

i'm walking this world with nothing, painless.

yet when i do what you don't want to, I'M heinous?

all i do is hold it in until it disappears.

but its easier cuz when you don't hurt you don't have to fear.

its weird to have to say i'm sorry for not flipping out.

somehow i'm always wrong, even when i do cry or shout.

but so you don't think i'm loopy i'll relieve your doubt.

i'm still holding what you want inside, i'll just never let it out.