better days...

as i sit here...

they watch my face change from worry,

to sheer terror...

...then to a river of tears.

She's gone...

my bright ray of happiness...

has vanished from my world.

All that is left are heavy clouds,

....the pedistal that she sat upon,

and gaping hole in my heart...

...where she once stood.

Whose heart I once found shelter from the rain in.....

who's loving arms Id fall asleep in

once upn a time ago...

heh....that story's over now,

and as much as I dont want to close that book once more...

I feel as though if i dont,

Ill be trapped in the past

forever.