Help Me!

Help me, im lost, somewhere inside of myself

ripping awat at myself, into my heart, my soul

into the very depths of my mind

confused, i found me...myself, but more than one

Many me's, everywhere, all pointing...

pointing towards each other, to me, the other me's

as if to tell me which one is really me, they being as confused as i am....

Help me, im scared, scared of life, of living

scared of changing, moving forward, into the unknown

growing away from loved ones, them changing...

Undecisive, what do i want? who do i want?

You, your loving, your right here.....but am i happy with you...completely?

The other...your amazing...confusing, intriguing....but HIM?

i'm scared someone's gonna get hurt...

Help me, i found myself, hidden and unconcious

i pieces, irregualr heartbeat, strangled breathes escaping my throat

backed into a corner, deep in thought...too deep in thought...zombified

i NEED to be awakened, brung back to reality

but is reality what i want? or is reality too much?

Can i honestly handle reality anymore, or is it finally breaking me?

the pain, the drama...maybe i like this unconcious state...safe...hidden

oblivious to everything and everyone around me...hidden inside myself..

and if i come out....am i strong enough to deal with reality any longer?

Help me

fix me