my own life

is what ive done a crime?

i think it might be in his eyes

all i want to do is love you

but its getting harder to do

so my punishment hurts you too

i didnt mean for it too be this way

but your drinking doesnt help

this situation we are in.

all i do is cut

and overdose a bit

maybe i havnt eaten as much

as i should have been

but what does that matter

its me who wants to die

im scared to tell the truth

when i look into your eyes.

what kills me the most would have to be

im not sorry for doing any of it

it makes me feel so free

i dont want to die

but i hate it here

so what else are my options

help me

im drowning in tears

and fears

because i dont trust myself

with my own life