disapointed

i thought the pain had left me

i thought i took my toll

i thought i was finaly happy

i thought the pain was through

the advil bottle is empty

the razor id dripping with blood

there is extra food in the fridge

how else can i torture myself

i wish i could be happy and not so disapointed

i wished to not be depressed

i wished for so many things

but none came to its best

i came into this life

with full expectations

and full of dreams and hopes

and as i sit on the guidlines

watching them be crushed

one by one

and all i can do is sit here and cry

disipointed and hurt