Simple hatred

I see the look in her eyes when you look at her,
And i feel the pain of hatred towards her.

I see how she loves you and the way you hold her,
And hatred runs through my veins like boiling water.

I see that i cannot do anything to stop it
And i cry of pain and sorrow.

I see your love in your eyes for her,
And i cry with love towards you.

But what i don't see is how you can love what can't be loved,
And still i yearn for the love that you give her.

When i see you and her i hurt,
And i wished that i had never lived.

I wish this pain would go away with my simple hatred.