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Not Really Here

Views (69) Anger Created on 6-25-08 Flag

Everything's empty when it should be full. I feel like an asshole, like a motherfucking tool. Why am I not happy? I got what I wanted. So why do these memories leave me so taunted?

I'm sitting talking to you, I open my mouth. The moment has come but the words won't come out. 

Gracey's my lover but you are my love. My joy, my thoughts and all of the above. I don't want to hurt her, We'd never forget. But I'm loosing all sleep off of shit I regret.

She's smiling walking with me, I think in my mind, the moment has come yet it's still not the time...

I tried to move on from you and I thought I did...I'd shove those feelings aside, but they refuse to rid. My head and my heart are tearing me up. I'm aching and shaking with both my eyes shut.

I miserable either way, but I want her to hear. Yes, the moment has come but it's not really here.

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On July 21st 2008 charissa14 Said :
charissa14 omg! >.< amazing. i love it!
On July 7th 2008 xHickChick789x Said :
xHickChick789x I understand this one all too well. Nice job though
On July 4th 2008 chayeah22 Said :
chayeah22 That really sux. I feel for you!
On July 4th 2008 CassieZ Said :
CassieZ awww :( you're a very good writer.
On July 3rd 2008 Laralei Said :
Laralei :-( Sad. Great flow - as usual.
On June 29th 2008 justjetjustis Said :
justjetjustis wow deep very nice ^^
On June 25th 2008 Darryll09 Said :
Darryll09 i like the ending.
On June 25th 2008 ddiana3 Said :
ddiana3 sad. i like it nicely written. =) Diana