Afraid

She may be grinning

But her heart is spinning

She's crying but it doesn't show,

She's tired of putting on a show (for all of the people that think they know)

Acting like she's happy and never cries

You can tell there's something wrong by how she sighs

She takes deep breaths like they'll be her last

She's always afraid that something might come back from her past

She's afraid to turn back

Afraid to remember all the things she may lack

Tries to forget all the things that caused her pain

All of these memories are driving her insane.