The Bends in The Road

everday i take a breath

I keep gettin closer to the edge

Everytime I cry

I feel my heart break apart inside

No longer living on my own

Being suppresed by the rest

Holden on by a single string

just tryin my best

I turn my back on my brothers

seeing there with the others

not realizing they dont wanna choose sides

I try to think right

Get over my pride 

Just try to glide by

Slip right on by

They still at my side

Even though im haten there signs

I try to see the light 

Halo over my head 

A couple of my brothers are dead

dont even attend the wake

It makes me look like a fake

I think its a piece of cake

Never awake

Puttin up stakes

Liven my lifes mistakes

Just trying to make do 

Liven this life the way i do

I start to wish it was through

Just take a step in my shoes

Yall see what i have to go through

Yall be haten it too

Wishen i had a life that was new

Never would of wished it on you

But i cant see the light

Its so bright

Its blinded my eyes

Everytime i try  to rhyme

I just start spitten lies

About that other guy

It makes me wanna hide

But now i gotta grip

A grip on reality

No longer lashing out at me

And now i can see

What i wanna be

And what i wanna be

Is normal like the rest

I wanna do my best

Put myself through the tests

And make up for what i missed

Start maken a list

Checken em off

I start smoken so hot

I am what im not

Praying to the boss

Upstairs in the stars

And then it ends